Inner Alchemy

What is necessary doesn’t always look pleasant
We never transform the way we wish
We transform the way it is most effective

While our own depth can mostly be discovered
When facing the most painful
We transform through the unexpected
We transform through our fears and pains
There is no destination
But a constant invitation
From life
To the inner alchemy

What we don’t want
What we resist the most in every moment
Is where the most precious lies
The ‘unexpected’, ‘unplanned’ and ‘challenge’
Is a door
A door to deeper insight
To deeper understanding
Through experience

Words are meaningless

Unless it is felt
Unless it is experienced
So jump in Jump into your relationship with your beloved
Don’t run away when it gets uncomfortable
Jump into the relationship with life
Jump into the challenge
Jump into the invitation

And everything will be a blessing.


Magnificent sunrise, magnificent being - touching me from inside out <3

Magnificent sunrise, magnificent being - touching me from inside out <3

Let your old skin fall away

Let your old skin fall away
Transformation is on its way
Feel how it gets tighter than tight
Break free from the fight

Inner fire burns down the self-pity
You don’t have to conform to the blindness of the city
Break free from everything you thought to be
Your heart is shining, you are already free 

Freedom is nothing to gain
No destination, nothing to retain
What we are can’t be touched
But emotions and thoughts can be watched

Don’t try to look perfectly sane
Sometimes you just sit with the pain
We all feel that we are alone
In oneness we all sit on the throne 

Let’s forget ourselves in the miracle to be
Let’s just open our eyes and see
The beauty within is priceless
Why would we choose a life that is lifeless? 

Let your old skin fall away
Transformation is on its way
Feel how it gets tighter than tight
Break free from the fight


Magnicifent Rose from our garden

Magnicifent Rose from our garden

Ageless Beauty

Ageless beauty that you are
Yes you, the One reading this
Do not cover up your heart
With any limitations that you are not

Ageless beauty dare to shine
Not with pride but just by being
You are divine
Ageless beauty, there is no time
Only transformation from here to now

Ageless beauty, do not confuse
Colorful masks with authentic truth
Ageless beauty that you are,
Do not try to be the best of all,
For your being without effort, your
Natural state, is the most beautiful

Ageless beauty is not just you, but
That which is the nature of us all

- Mater Terra

Artwork by  Mater Terra

Artwork by Mater Terra

Conversations with a Blackbird

Do you know why people call me blackbird?
Because they are blind to the true colors of nature.
They are blind to the reality, they keep on the surface, they are so lazy in seeing what is in front of them that they are easily categorizing and simplifying things.

My wife is brown and I have a yellow mouth - still they call us Blackbird.
We don't care, but we are aware of it. We are aware of you humans, more than you think..
We are very grateful for the food and the garden we are sharing in your house. The entire bird kingdom around is thankful.
A lot of birds, wouldn't talk to you because of many different negative experiences they’ve had and great respect for your size and strength.
A lot of people act like the ground we share is only theirs.

We fear that one day we would be totally dependent. Because everything is regulated by humans, even the forest.

What we also sense is that often people go into the forest (superficially) as an escape :
They walk fully charged with emotion-smog through the human-built pathways and don't exchange any positive vibes - they only leave their negative charge to nature and take some "fresh air" provided by the trees in order to continue what they were doing before.
It is very frustrating that people are destroying with the goal of making it their own and profiting from it, using the energy of aliveness to support their greediness.

We don't ask for protectors, we don't ask for anything except for the realization that

When people call themselves "near to nature', they are in actuality most of the time just taking advantage - they are only ‚near‘, but not truly ‚one with nature‘.

When you are "one" you don't need any escape. When you are one, you take responsibility, you don't go hide for a while then return to old patterns, because "One" has no patterns.
One is beyond reason. You don't go into nature for a reason - and when you are there - you are fully there - without charge, without asking for anything.
Only those who are truly "Here" are able to listen...

Text by Mater Terra